It wasn’t like people call it “Love at First Sight” , it took time for me to understand that yes I can dream for person who is probably too good for me. Yes, the feelings grew gradually. Sometimes, it grew in hours and sometimes it zoomed in days. Your smile still mesmerizes me.

Trust me, I will still go mad if see your smiley face. Literally my heart beats faster than you can imagine, when I think of moments I have spent with you. I never told you, but hey I love your hair. For me they are dark clouds in which i get calm.

I can still feel your heartbeats, I still remember each and every moment you hugged me.Your warm breath still keeps me alive. You have no idea what you gave to me. Yes, I treasure every moment spent with you in my heart.

I smile, I feel happy and I feel I am worth when I think about you. You may not be with me, You may not be for me,You may not probably think now that I am not for you, but hey listen yea, listen You make me smile even in my loneliest times.

I am not going to give name to this, I am not going to bracket this into something, may be because you may not and probably you will not ever understand what you are to me, even though you not with me. Yes, I am right now looking in your tinkling eyes and just wondering why, why ? Yes, why you make me feel happy even though you are not there.Even though you will not be there.

You may not remember, but holding your hand every time and touching you even with slightest excuses gave me life. Yes, I am alive still. Yes, I am surviving still all because of you. You may think I might be talking weird, might be talking about someone else, might be not in my senses,but just once for my sake look into mirror and see can’t you find me in your eyes. Yes, its me only !!

These feelings will not and will never fade. With each passing day, they would become stronger and mature. With each passing day these feelings will be my guiding light. With each passing day, these feelings would become reason for me to smile, laugh and live life.

I have got so much to say.. so much to make you feel,so much to express but you not here. You not with me. You not around me. I failed to say all that but wish someday,one day you would realise that there lives someone, who no matter what feels for you.

Thank You for coming in my life !