The life doesn’t change when your own leaves you. But yes, meaning of life changes. The priorities change. Guess you don’t change but everything around you changes.

You start spending life. You don’t live life. Every now and then,  with every moment you start measuring life. You think, you ask, you enquire and you compare. And yet you fail to find that reason which you are desperately after.

Probably, you chase life ..

You feel as if you have nothing, when everything is around you. Such is that emptiness that you speak and your words have no meaning..

The absence of that someone near you, supersedes all what you have..

The sunshine no longer gives you warmth. The nights become more dark and they are ready to eat you..

Such is that emptiness, that you look for that someone in everything, everything near you, everything you have .. and like a beggar you just raise your hands expecting and anticipating something to come in your palms ..

You always wonder does that someone also feels the same or is it you only, who have failed ..

Guess, this is what life is, where someone fails and someone gains ..