Generally, people write on last day of year about their new year resolutions. But I am rewinding back my clock and re visiting those days and moments of year which taught me lesson. And how can one begin or wish to have a new year as happy if he/she didnt sit and went through again what all happened in the year.

I hope am not sounding too boring and low. All I am putting is that you can’t walk or run forward if you were limpimg in past. This year made me and gave me tensions, frustrations and lies. People, whom I thought was mine turned out to be wolves in skin of sheep. Feelings and emotions were given toss ! And my self  confidence, respect was kicked again n again. I realised and learnt one thing clearly in this year. This world has become too materialistic and selfish. No one cares, what you feel, how you will feel. All a person is concerned about is his or her happiness. We all forget, if we can’t make our own people happy then how can we think we would be happy by seeking happiness and joy for ourselves only !Relationships and feelings have either no value in this world or maybe I am not meant for same. Guess, I am still among those about to get extinct speicies who take feelings for high regards and utmost importance.

My take from hthis year is, people deceive. They deceive so politely and with love that even this deceitful nature you would take it as true love or feelings.  I am trying to remember each and every moment tonight, so that next day with new year doesn’t repeat the same instances.

I believe, untill unless we don’t face our past and clear it, we would never be able to move ahead with smile. There’s lot to clear, there’s lot to learn and hopefully people who deceived and lied to me one day realise that getting carried away was probably one of their biggest mistake and sin, which not only broke trust but also led to loss of family member !

Would catch up later on, as friend is here !!

Sorry to leave in between….