I think it was day before yesterday, when i wrote i previous Blog. A closed friend of mine dropped me message yesterday pointing out the doubts which she saw in my mind after going through the post. Truly speaking, i really don’t think much and don’t even read through what i write coz i only write when it comes from my heart and so i was kinda amazed what my frnd was discussing about. Finally i understood and thought to reply through blog only so that even i can tell you people that thoughts which come in mind are not always persistent and if a doubt is there it shouldn’t be connected to ultimate success or failure. I perceive doubts, confusion, questions which arise as an ingredient of good plan. One will not have any doubt if individual is not even thinking. Though the only point to be focussed upon is that doubt should not be taken in negative way and one shouldn’t be hesitant to bring doubt on paper.

It was 2007, those years i use to work in Pune. I got in touch with ISKCON – Pune followers and so i too was curious n interested to find out what this is all about. So once i attended one seminar on meditation. During that seminar we were asked to put our doubts in front of them so that they can help us to clear it. When everyone finished, then i went to the teacher, he was in his early thirties wearing saffron dress, heard that he was an IITian and left everything to become sanyasi. When he looked at me, he smiled and asked me to to put my doubt. As usual being too open n outspoken i clearly asked him that, how can one close his eyes and just think of one thing. How is it possible that mind does not go any where else and then i told him my experience that whenever i tried to meditate, each and every thought comes in my mind and i cudnt stop thinking, so much and so many things comes and then i really get bugged up and stop meditating. After listening my whole story he smiled again and then he told that a glass of water with mud in it, if shaked well then all the mud will start coming up and if the glass is kept still for sometime then the mud will settle down. I understood his point and after that i never doubted my doubts and dilemmas.

If one has doubt that doesn’t mean it will affect the long term goal but the doubts helps to make decision and vision more stronger if dealt properly. One should never hesitate to put his/her doubts in public, neither one should be ashamed of the, Yes i have doubt and i wish to clear it that should be the attitude 🙂

I hope now one, atleast once you will think positive if you have doubt in anything.